Apologized for Believing

I’ve cried

I’ve apologized

Apologized to you

Apologized to everyone

Everyone else

Everyone that’s left

Left me here

Left alone

Alone to wallow

Alone to grieve

Grieve for me

Grieve what I did

Did you know

Did you want to

To ask me

To understand

Understand the truth

Understand my pain

Pain inflicted

Pain wrapped up

Up to me

Up to no good

Good bye

Good night

Night terrors

Night falls

Falls asleep

Falls for you

You are still here

You stayed

Stayed with me

Stayed through it all

All for what

All of this

This is too much

This deserves nothing

Nothing to worry about

Nothing to see

See I’m fine

See you soon

Soon it’ll stop

Soon you’ll realize

Realize what I am

Realize the truth

Truth be told

Truth is out there

There is good in you

There is nothing for me

Me myself and I

Me alone

Alone for the best

Alone is quiet

Quiet now

Quiet and listen

Listen to me

Listen to your heart

Heart beats

Heart fails

Fails to see

Fails the test

Test of time

Test it out

Out of luck

Out for now

Now you see

Now you get it

It was my fault

It can’t change

Change my mind

Change is hard

Hard to comprehend

Hard to do

Do you understand

Do you

You look at me

You never blink

Blink in an instant

Blink and it’s gone

Gone away

Gone for a while

While you sit beside me

While you hold my hand

Hand myself over

Hand you everything

Everything I am

Everything that I have

Have you heard me

Have I been clear

Clear as crystal

Clear my head

Head in your lap

Head full of thoughts

Thoughts of you

Thoughts that I’ll cherish

Cherish this moment

Cherish it always

Always at your side

Always believing

Believing that I’m good

Believing in me

Me…

Good….