Loathe

There is a serious alleviation

That comes with the realization

That no matter how badly I wanted you to be happy when we were together

Or how often I said that as long as your were happy, so was I,

Even after you left,

I can take solace in knowing now that I truly

Without a doubt

Can say with absolute certainty

That I do not give a shit.

About you. About your life. About your future.

I just can not and do not care.

And this is the happiest I have felt